Its almost 5 years to the DAY that I had a car accident. At the time I had absolutely no idea that it would prove to be the key to the most amazing 5 year journey of my life. In that 5 years I went from being a 50 year old, 28 stone, couch potato to a 55 year old, 13 stone, multiple marathon runner.
I made an amazing number of new friends, visited wonderful new places I had never been before, and on a 14 mile long hill in Athens came to understand, for the first time, exactly how deep and incredible my inner strength really is.
And that knowledge is now crucial to me, and gives me a confidence I would not have had before.
In the early part of the last 5 years (I can now look back and realise) I made so many changes of so fundamental a nature that it created a vacuum which I needed to fill with something to give me a purpose and stability.
‘Running’ stepped up and gave me that purpose.
But now running has been taken away from me by bone degeneration in my foot that was just a matter of time, it turns out, and that fits strangely, but comfortably, alongside the book having been a terrific process of realisation and reflection.
The coincidence of these two ‘full stops’ EXACTLY on the fifth anniversary of the car crash is surely the greatest serendipity.
I can now reflect that running has been part of the re-building process, and that it has now done its job and life is telling me in no uncertain terms that it is time to move on. I was adrift on a stormy sea, and running was the log that drifted by for me to cling to. But now it has got me safely to shore, so it is time to let go with thanks and move on.
The absolute joy of the current position, the unbelievable privilege, is that I am now standing on a deserted beach with the ability to walk on in ANY direction I want – buoyed up by the certain knowledge that I am prepared to take on whatever is ahead.
I am now totally content with the situation, and simply waiting for the right idea to pop up and take hold till it feels like the right thing to do.
But I HAVE taken one or two little decisions that help to clear the decks, and the mind.
I have realised, especially from the recent publicity around the book, that in far too many ways, and in far too many places, I am currently DEFINED as TISM, so it is now time to ‘retire’ that persona which was associated with the running, and a period of time which is now in the past.
It is now time to re-assert my true self – MIKE!!
So I am saying goodbye to TISM with a hug and a Thank You.
He was a great friend to me, but he is now consigned to the past.
Realbuzz has also been a great experience, but I really don’t like the changes, especially not the very latest changes – and by another strange coincidence they have conspired to lose the bulk of my subscriptions, meaning I have ‘lost touch’ with many of the wonderful folk I followed.
So along with TISM, Realbuzz is going to take a back seat for me while I find my bearings. I am NOT turning it off permanently, but will drop by again to update anyone interested when I know what I am doing and where I am doing it.
So it’s now Mike, looking forward, with an incredible lightness of spirit and sense of excitement again.
To all who followed my ramblings here I say a huge THANK YOU, and Au Revoir, NOT goodbye.
Learn from my experience that you should NEVER put off ANYTHING you want to achieve, because you never know what lies ahead to get in the way.
Embrace every chance to achieve something new, to meet new people, to see new places, to feel new experiences.
Don’t just Dream -
BELIEVE
and it WILL happen!!
Mike
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