General Fitness by Rob_Brack_7

I can't fit everything in, so at the moment life is a nightmare. Open University has to be done, and I'm doing the bare minimum (feels like being back at school, where I also tried to coast through). Running has to be done, and the weather is atrocious. No shower at work which is awkward, which brings me to work, which goes without saying takes up most of my time, and then there is home life, which I'm barely contributing to at the moment. When I'm at home, I'm almost edgy because I know that I really really want to say...I need to run, and then I swallow it, and maybe don't train, or spend an hour doing OU stuff, and then I hate myself and feel ashamed because I'm letting the challenges I've put myself up against, down. The there's football on a Sunday, football on a Wednesday, (only until xmas though, for the Sunday so 3 more games maybe), and whatever socialstuff is going on, where I feel a misery because I'm just now starting to try and not drink!!! aaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've actually decided to do too many things for fun, which means I'm now having not much fun at all!!! ME and the MRS definitely need a night out! Just us! Me not thinking about anything else....

I also read many other blogs on here, especially of people training for the marathon, and I've got to say, some are doing brilliantly. Really disciplined at fitting in the runs.  RESPECT....because I'm finding it dead hard!